I want him to call, text anything will make me happy really, as long as he gets his brain working and do something. lol
Im stepping into angry mode slowly. XD
I just feel so damn USED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It hurts, so much :( i don’t know why i trusted him, i’m just so so naive.
You almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important that without them you feel hopeless. And when it’s over it hurts so much that You wish you could go back in time go through this pain of loosing that person again, so that you could have all the good times back!
Machine that feels?
I just created a simple program, bit of a cheat to be honest it was supposted to tell me that it cares about me. But whatever what i do it wouldnt metter because machines dont have feelings, so whatever come out of it will be a lie that i typed myself.
There are probably 1000 machines and programs that can be created but non of it is real! Shame :)
Thing dnt look gd tbh i feel shit, i hate those bad moments!
- So recently didnt even had a time 2 go on facebook n tumblr :( i was really busy n i think it will be like this for a while!
- Just yesterday someone i really like had a bday n it felt so shit like i wish i could c him, but he is so far away n he probably wouldn’t give a f… i dnt know how 2 sort out thing between each other :( i just cry loads because of this whole thing n i’m scared 2 talk 2 him as i know i will start crying n thats the thing i dnt want him 2 c! i guess i’m nt that strong i just dnt want him 2 know that :( - I dnt know what i should do anymore talk 2 him or just be unhappy n wait?
- I cnt start work for this charity thing coz my uni hours ar f.. seriously monday i have 2 be there at 9-10 for really important tutorial n then i have 2 wait in LRS for next tutorial at 4-5 n then lecture 5-6 n then finally bus home at 7! SICK
- n then work n have 2 babysit my lil after work n now he has his own room next 2 mine so every time he wakes up me or my sis have 2 wakeup n go 2 him - but i love him so much so its ok :)
- n i lost 2 followers! ye i was like what ? why? ( ye i get it my blog is useless i know i dnt post much tbh so i get it. )
But i completed assassin creed brotherhood few weeks ago so will post something about it and some other interesting stuff i know about which might interest ppl n get me new fallowers coz i love ppl fallowing me it just a nice feeling knowing someone likes mine posts. so thank u for fallowing n sorry if i dont post much i will try my best n maybe start taking photos n just ost them straight through my mobile :)